When the student is ready, the Buddhists say, the teacher will appear.
ironic isnt it. it happened so many times to me by now i dont doubt it.
the mind is a fascinating place. how it works, how it links up things and how it tries to tell us about ourselves is way beyond us to comprehend. unless one does some reading.

this is prolly the first time i hear about the term unrequited love. yet what and how it works isnt something strange to me. it actually answers whatever that plaqued me in the past. i doubt if i can find anything as crystal clear as this.
i am a born romantic. the generation im in, the way we were brought up, the music and literature we are exposed to. how can we not end up being a romantic. i have a certain degree of reassurance now. its not me alone who has this problem. many others do just that i didnt know. 
now that i know, i now will also know what was it that brought me into it. what my mind yearn for yet wasnt able to tell me. abit of self reflection is bound to happen.
thus far ive traveled in exploring the mind i wonder now whats there to stop me from exploring further. the mind, the ego, spirituality and philosophy. all so fascinating. 
thank heavens i found whatever ive found. better or worse who knows.