Nights like this is where i am very much awake.
weekends fly by quicker than ever.
it is nights like this i feel the fire inside me, raging to be better and stronger.
There is this melanchony i feel as well. Darker than the night, almost like a black hole. sucking in each dream and aspirations.
It is on these nights i self reflect alot. the past, present and future. It is at these nights my heart felt the same gnawing pain. I am used to it now. It will have to stop by its own at some point.
Life is static for now i feel, i have my own doubts, that it was me who is more consumed by loneliness.
Funny eh,
because i truly honestly dont know what i want.
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