Today is one of those days i feel blessed.
Today i thank god for letting me chose the lot with a psychiatry case.
I had been having a strong gut feeling that i will get psychiatry but because of my horrible performance during osce, i was filled with alot apprehension..
psy is my strongest subject so far.
Because of this it had been a game changer. i now feel positive that i will and i can clear these final papers. to be honest the whole time since finals started i was feeling shitty. i didnt feel the stress i used to feel and i was very much disturbed that its a sign that everything is going to go haywire.
today is a sign that really, everything is out of control. all i should do is to keep calm and have faith.
The positivity notes that i resonant on this page seems superficial. it sounds abit fake to me but i do not deny that i feel exactly like this.
bells of travelling has started ringing. it gets me excited. :)
i wonder whats it like to see the same sky as X.
i worry too that going to the same zone as X will trigger my sadness. i shall take this as a test to me letting go. i never thought that one day i will go into the same place as X.
one more round to go.
truly, i am blessed.
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